November 1, 2009
Have been thinking that the movie should be about the way this mountain changes from summer to winter, from tourist destination to extremely isolating environment. And the steadfastness of the observers against that change. Have been reading a lot. Histories of the mountain, accounts by old observers, fiction about getting lost outside. There’s a doozy by Doctor D. H. Bell who spent three nights on the mountain in the 1800’s. There’s a great passage about trying to stay awake on his first night so he wouldn’t freeze to death, he thinks of everyone he knows in concentric circles.
Also read Nathaniel Hawthorne’s “The Great Carbuncle” – a little story about people who search for a shining jewel on Mount Washington, finally find it, and decide to leave it on the mountain. This story makes me want to include a fictional element to what we film up there, maybe based on this story.
November 12, 2009
Got a “dream team” cast and crew. My colleague and former student Jesse Cain’s will shoot; Holland Hopson, a friend from grad school, is going to record sound; and Dani Leventhal, an artist whom I worked with on another project, is going to play the weather observer. I can’t think of anyone I’d rather work with tempermentally or artistically. These are three people I admire and whose ideas I want to steal. We’re going up for four and a half days in mid-January. It’s going to be COLD. And WINDY. There’s A LOT to do to get ready.
November 15, 2009
No dialogue. All gesture. No acting. Dani’s body and face will have to do it all.
November 30, 2009
It’s gonna be pricey! 1000 dollars just to take the snow tractor (like in “The Shining”) to the summit one way. Spent a great evening with my friend Susan Fox Rogers who spent three days in a tent going out of her mind listening to wind. She turned me on to the Beaufort Scale – a gorgeous poem of stages of wind including “small trees begin to sway” (fresh breeze), and “large branches of trees in motion; whistling heard in wires” (strong breeze). I’m worried about us being warm. Susan put me in touch with Rich at Rock and Snow in New Paltz, NY whom I’m hoping will get us outfitted.
December 3, 2009
Jesse and I have been researching film vs video in cold temps and decided to go with 16mm film. An-My Le, who was also on the South Pole, shot with the Red camera and had no problems, but it seems the video cameras (even this one) really need to be babied with hand warmers taped to them and hair dryers gaffed to tripods. Condensation seems like it will also be an issue for us moving indoors from outdoors. Hoping the old workhorse mechanical camera will hold up well.
December 10, 2009
Met with Dani in Rosindale over coffee to talk about her character (as much as there is one). I wanted to work with Dani because I think she’ll give it her all and love being up there. I also picked her because she is really intense looking – beautiful and often wild. She may be, without hyperbole, the sweetest person I know, but when I first met her she scared the shit out of me. (She played my accoster in Jennifer Montgomery’s all-girl version of “Deliverance.”) Have been thinking about using a different actor for the summer section. She would repeat most of Dani’s gestures just in a different environment. Have been thinking about Weerasethakuls’ “Syndromes of a Century” and Bunuel’s “Obscure Object of Desire” – how compelling it is to (sort of) see the same story twice, and to have to understand two actors as the same character. Dani and I tried to think of ways the two observers could communicate with each other in some way across the time span. Dani had a good idea that they could both be drawing on the same scroll, complete each other’s work in some way. I’ve been trying to tamp down a too literal impulse I know I have, to keep gestures simple.
Braden had good advice: just shoot people doing stuff and shoot a lot. He pointed me to a great film by Bettina Timms called “Cosmic Station” that does just that. Simple.
December 12, 2009
I want her to tie knots. Have been learning bout them – amazing names: bowline in a bight, the zeppelin, monkey’s fist, the vice versa. Some are thousands of years old belonging to families and classes –a whole taxonomy.
Dani has a shot in one of her videos I love: a kid draws a semi-circle, erases it, and draws it exactly where it was the first time. Can I steal her shot?
December 15, 2009
Holland’s got some great ideas about using contact mics up there. Putting them on ice, freezing them. I first started thinking about the indexical meaning of sound in grad school because of Holland – he spent a year traveling the world recording sounds as if they were photographs. I specifically remember tree frogs in Thailand. Before that I thought of recorded sounds as either musical or verbal. Of course sounds carry so much more—a sonic fingerprint of a place and time –and a better sense of space than an image can give. He’s got the hardest job: how do you record anything BUT wind up there? I think Holland is the most careful of all of us and I’m glad to have his voice in my head as I’m figuring out how to keep us safe, warm, and functional up there.
December 17, 2009
For each person: silk socks, wool socks, boots, crampons, long johns, fleece pants, ski pants, undershirt, wool sweater, down jacket, shell, jacket silk gloves, mittens, mitten shells, balacava, goggles, hat. We won’t be able to tell each other apart.
Spending Christmas drawing images of what I want to shoot. I get that this is a way to understand your movie that is crucial. It’s not about words, it’s a way to think up a visual logic, what a camera wants to see. No matter how crappy a draftsperson you are, you have to do this. The landscape is so overwhelming up there –should the camera defer to this or counteract it? How should interiors balance exteriors? One of the reasons I want to work with Jesse is that I think his films have a really strange camera personality that I like – a kind of autistic camera that looks away from people to gaze at things – a pan from a face to lake clotted with weeds—that’s what I remember in his film “The Lakes.”
January 3rd, 2010
It’s snowing outside, Holland, Jesse, and Dani are here in my kitchen tying knots, talking, eating black bean chili, trying on gloves and goggles. Will we be able to work with all of this stuff on? I’m confident we’ll be warm now, but will we be able to hear each other? I think we’re ready, but I’m not at all sure I can truly “direct.” I want to collaborate with these people as much as possible, to respond to what we see up there. Long shots. Take lots of film.
accuweather is predicting a cold snap – which may mean 30 or 40 degrees below zero wind chills on the summit. Have been watching youTube videos of summit observers throwing water into the air – it crystallizes instantly and these little diamonds of ice blow away at 100 miles per hour.
Kelly has these shots in “Wendy and Lucy” of the back of Wendy’s head that work magic every time. They get at some in-between first and second person place (like second-person shooter video games) that makes the viewer feel and not-feel at the same time. Kelly says she takes it straight from Robert Bresson.
We’re in NH. Long drive in the van. Good camaraderie. Staying at the Joe Dodge lodge at the foot of the mountain. Nervous going over shots for tomorrow. Wondering how much visibility we’ll have. Think we have to hit the ground running as soon as we unload the snow tractor up there.
Shoot was fantastic. I can’t believe I grew up in the shadow of this mountain and I’ve never been anywhere more beautiful, extreme and surprising in my life. Sunrises that looked like we were on Jupiter, sunsets with circular rainbows (Brocken spectres) around them, wild wind, blinding fog, and then a completely calm starlit night with views of city lights below us hundreds of miles away. We were warm. Everyone worked really hard. It was hard. We got great shots and sounds I know it. The Aaton camera was a tank. Laconic Jesse blossomed into a voluminous Energizer bunny. He was really in his element. Dani was up for anything and performed so perfectly without affect (Bresson would have loved her). Holland put in more hours than anyone else going out again and again to stick a mic onto a rime-covered chain or down a metal tube. I don’t know how he recorded anything other than wind, but he did.
We ate a lot of power bars. The real observers working there were very tolerant of us taking over their space and we were very thankful to come in from the cold and have a meal with them.
On Tuesday it was chilly and foggy so it didn’t take long for the equipment to rime up. We had to wait an hour before shooting each time we brought the camera in just to get rid of condensation. Hair dryer came in handy. We had to scream at each other a lot just to be heard over the wind. On Wednesday it was so windy that we could barely make our way across the observation deck with crampons. It’s a strange feeling to work so hard to overcome a windforce coming at you, to get used to pushing as hard as you can forward just to take a step. It was about 50 mph. I can’t imagine how the “century club” does it – walking across the deck in 100mph wind. Nor can I imagine 256 mile per hour wind. How do you even fathom wind at that velocity? What does it sound like? What does it FEEL like?
There’s a few things I’m worried about. I don’t know if what we shot with Dani finding and returning the lockbox will work the way I hope (It’s the most narrative-y stuff we shot and needs to cut together to some fashion). We’ll see when the transfers come back. The four of us got along so well for the five days, but I felt most tense trying to shoot this stuff. I don’t know how to tell stories with images and no words yet.
The footage is beautiful. The shot of Dani emerging from the fog is so cool. There’s a shot of her walking in front of a sunset that is amazing. I’ve started to sync stuff and there’s a weird kind of revelation when the sound is put with the image: it loses some magic, it puts it in time. I know this as a teacher and talk to students about it all the time, but it’s strange to feel it happen to your own footage.
March 15, 2010
Have been cutting and showing rough cuts to people. Am generally happy with what I have. Have mostly been following the chronology of our time up there: semi-clear day, foggy day, windy day, amazingly warm and still day.
I need to work more on sound. Thinking about foleying some of Dani’s interior stuff. The stuff we shot at the cairn with the lockbox is pretty good, though Kelly thinks the cutting is often predictable (in an avant-grade fashion, I think she means). Shots are long and I often wait till Dani leaves the frame before I cut. Duh. I remember thinking about that with Benning’s stuff: OK, here comes the cut. And I was always right. The experimental version of Murch’s Blink Of An Eye, which isn’t always good.
The interior stuff is good, but could be better. The stuff with the box and the knots is sometimes unclear and a little too set-up.
Found Dani’s summer counterpart: Katya Gorker: a former Mass Art kid and a grad student at Temple. Was going through facebook, saw her picture and knew she was right. She’s a bit like Dani in that she can look really beautiful and ugly too. Not ugly – maybe just mean or feral. Something. She’s right.
April 16, 2010
Just watched Steve McQueen’s “Hunger” -so good. I love that way that movie looks—what is the difference between a staged shot and a composed shot? Seems like all film aesthetics come about because bodies don’t fit in a film frame very well, they have to be cropped in some way—thus composition. I want to think more about “bad” composition. Only after viewing did I realize the lovely artwork on the DVD was an image of shit smeared on a wall.
Peter and Mimi gave me good notes (Though Peter failed to compliment me, just Jesse’s shooting.) Peter said, more or less, be careful about displaying too much. I know what he means. When I worked for a production house in Saratoga during grad school, we used to make commericals sometime that would end with a shot of all the products a company made displayed on a table. My boss Ralph used to call these “Jams and Jellies shots” and I think I have a few Jams and Jellies in there. Nicely composed so you can see everything you need to. Feels artificial. I’m learning. Luckily can re-do many of these interiors with Dani in the summer when we go back. Not loving the penny-whistle stuff. Too emotionally leading? I thought having her play scales would not do that, but I think it’s there. Maybe re-shoot with her stacking chairs. I fear telegraphing emotion!
July 8, 2010
Drove up the summit this week with Michael and Ben. Summertime on the summit: the magic is gone! Unlovely tourists everywhere (tough to say that, since they’re my people) and the steam train looks rinky-dink and tacky. Rocks everywhere and everything has a bluish-grey cast to it. Maybe Katya should wear yellow? Going to be tough to embrace this difference. But that’s the idea.
August 1, 2010
Couple of days before the shoot. Everything’s going too well getting ready. What am I forgetting? Weather should be good – some foggy days, some clear days. Feeling better prepared in terms of images I want. Dani’s got the knots DOWN: the vice-versa, the monkey’s fist, the bowline. Here we go.
OK. That was hard. Hard shoot. Jesse got sick for a day and a half, so I had to shoot quite a bit. Ultimately that was good since I feel more confidant with the camera, but I really lean on Jesse to help me figure out the shots. I felt fearful the whole time. We also shot a bunch of stuff with the wrong shutter angle—and then when we tried to change it, discovered some botched interior bit that wouldn’t let us change the shutter angle. Late night camera surgery over the phone with the guys at Abelcine in LA. I’m embarrassed that I cracked a bit and said something really awful and selfish like, “ I could’ve bought an apartment for what I’m spending on this film, I don’t want to make any compromises.” But Katya, Holland, and Dani were AMAZING. Katya really rallied especially, started changing magazines, and made me feel more confident. I feel like I must’ve intuited that she would be the right person because of this. Someone less strong would’ve sunk the ship. I love her.
On Sunday we shot tourists all day long. There were easily a thousand people on the mountain. All types: hikers, bikers, mennonites, muslims, you name it. Hundreds of people looking around. What a strange mountain.
The last morning it was very foggy and we wanted to shoot the steam train coming up one more time. We were ready for it and heard it approach for about ten minutes before it emerged from the fog right it front of us. An incredible sensory moment: to hear something approach you, to grow so loud and not be able to see it until it was right upon you. A stronger moment in real life than on film no doubt.
Got footage back. Not loving it. There’s some beautiful shots – the stuff with the flags is great. I’m not sure if it’s the trouble we had that’s making me less excited about this summer section or if it is just HARDER to make it magical with all the people around. Or is it that we already shot everything really cool last winter? I’ve been wanting to call this “The Opposite of Magic” for while – the idea being that the opposite of magic is science, but I think it might read that the summer is the opposite of the winter which was magical. I’m particularly hard on the stuff I shot and I’m realizing the benefits of having two people figuring out a shot: that I can judge duration and synthesize image and sound which is hard to do with your eye glued to a camera. At least it is for me.
I don’t have this figured out yet. I wanted to FIND the movie there. But it might have been better to go in with a more scripted idea. I don’t know.
I think we have to go back. I can make a movie out of what I have, but I don’t think I have to compromise yet if I can talk everybody into going back with me. I can’t seem to know what I want to shoot unless I’ve shot it once the wrong way. I made too many late-night, tired, stressed-out compromises. It’s my nature to make-do. I probably should have had a person there who knew exactly what I planned to shoot—who would call me on it when I said “That’s good enough.” Is that a producer? I’m ignorant.
September 7, 2010
Going back in a week but it’s already snowed up there! Not sure anything I shoot will match. Will have to see.
Shoot went well, footage is good I think. Everyone was great – we shot at sunrise from the lunch room watching the sun come up as Katya opened all the windows. The SOUND was wonderful. Over the din of the slushie machines, the room filled with the sound of wind more and more each time she opened a window till it was as loud as a concert. Wish Holland could’ve been there. I’m realizing my limitations though – that I’ve now shot a few scenes three times with little improvement. Perhaps the box is too basic, too nondescript. A more detailed, less obvious catalyst? Something found there would’ve been better? Next time, next time. I’m getting happier with the knots stuff though. I think Katya hates being in front of the camera. I would. I’m harder on her than anyone else. Why?
What am I learning about editing? Sometimes cuts don’t work and I don’t know why. It’s usually about sound. L cuts and sound bridges work wonders but sometimes there’s a dead spot – like if it goes from a loud sound to quieter sound and you want it to retain some momentum, it doesn’t seem to work. I want to listen to every Bresson soundtrack again and map them out. One thing I’m trying that I’m happy with is bridging a cut with a sound to point to the artificiality of an edit. That a viewer on some level has to understand that it’s a constructed soundtrack because the sound couldn’t have been recorded with both shots. When there’s a lot of sync, then it works well.